I Want To Do A Ballet

But I don't want to do a stuffy ballet that has no elements of modernity in it.  I want to do a ballet where a dancer gets to fully participate in the creation process.  I want the dancer to have a chance to design half the dances herself without the input of any music, and I would love to give her half the music to use to choreograph.  I saw some of the most amazing dancers today just from a local studio, but these were strong girls who were artistic, creative and fearless.  I want to work with people like that.  I want the ballet to be an indie pop/rock album, but I want it to mean something to little girls who want to be dancers as they watch someone who is strong and still young absolutely killing it visually.  I just think that would be so cool.  Not just for me but for the girl does the dancing, a chance for us both to create something wholly unique.

Too many projects and not enough time :)

PS–Guys, if you don’t already know, girls are STRONG, and most of them can snap you in half.  The “girlier” things they do, they’re probably even tougher.  You need to recognize.  Girls rule, and us boys, we drool ;)

Playing Loud Is Not All It's Cracked Up To Be

I posted this past Saturday about playing loud.  I believe I said something like:

"Boy and girls.  Playing loud is something you have to practice...not a fancy you indulge.  Conductors can tell when you can't do it."

Well, that's true, but it goes much deeper than that.  Then I had a small exchange with a lovely person on Tumblr about that because she said she never plays loud enough.  So, I thought I should address it.

I have talked, long in the past....way far back....about the way in which you perceive your tone.  You have to have a tonal concept.  You have to know how you want to sound, and you have to work until you get that sound.  This tonal concept should drive everything you do, and it should drive you crazy when you are not getting the sound you want.

That tonal concept takes you to places that you will enjoy.  You will sound better overall, and you will learn quickly how to mane the most of the tone you do have.  If you are playing enough, you are going to learn how to produce large amounts of sound, and you are going to learn what your limits are.  HOWEVER, there comes a point of diminishing returns.

Bass clarinet is not an instrument you play loud...it just doesn't sound good that way.  You play loud to develop your sound, but those are not your best tones.  The best sounds you will make are RESONANT.  If your tone is truly resonant, it will be perceived as much louder than it really is, and that is a triumph in and of itself.

How do you get a resonant tone?  The concept.  You have to go back to the concept over and over.  A big billowing tone that just sort of wafts out of your instrument like smoke.  It goes everywhere and everyone can hear it.  THAT is what you are looking for.

Think of it like this.  You are in your room late at night, and you turn the TV down to not disrupt anyone.  As the night gets later and you binge watch a whole season of your favorite show, you keep turning the TV down because you start perceiving it as louder and louder.  It is NOT getting louder, but you perceive it that way.

In the same way, the more time you spend with your tonal concept, it gets perceived as louder and louder.  The only problem is that no one EVER talks about tone.  They just don't.  They talk about technique and cleanliness and stuff you can teach to a chair.  You cannot teach a chair to play with a resonant tone.  I get yelled at for it all the time, but the simple fact is that I am using about 30-40% of my available air when I am playing "loud" and no one even remotely understands that concept.  That is why you I play on such an open setup.  I don't need all the resistance.  I just don't...it prevents me from making the sound I want.

Ok, how do I do THAT?

Well, you have to open your mouth.  If you have ever been in band, you have likely heard some form of brass instruction that centers around dropping your tongue, using more air and air efficiency.  THAT is where I learned that.  So, you can blame a lot of people for me playing "loud" but none of them play woodwind instruments.  I adopted the dropped tongue, open air and pedal tone practice from brass players.

Guess what, folks.  You're practicing the wrong things :)  There are three things I can recommend that will change your life if you're willing to do them (and I am have just realized I need to make a video of this.)

1.  Remington's Chromatic Exercises

Remington knew what he was doing, and this works well for everyone.  Play F concert, descend by a half step and back up to F.  Then down a whole step and back up to F and so on until you end on Bb concert.  Start on Bb and use that as tonic.  Now you go down a half step and back up.  Down a whole step and back up until you have reached the bottom of the horn.  The only catch is that all the notes have to sound exactly the same.  That is 10 million times harder than you think it is.  Now play it loud.  It just got harder.  Now play it louder.  It got even harder.  Do that a few thousand times, and you will be able to resonate that exercise to make it sound like you are playing a VERY broad sound without using much air at all.

2.  Field Warm Ups For Band

This exercise comes from Jay Bocook's "Field Warm Ups For Band".  Play pretty darn loud starting on low Bb concert chromatically down to low E concert and back up in quarter notes.  Then repeat that immediately in eighth notes TWICE.  That is three times through the pattern.  Every note has to be the same, and it you have to make it to the end of the exercise.  Good luck with that, again, it is harder than you think.

3.  Use Softer Reeds For God's Sake!

Time for some tough love.  Yes, I'm talking to you.  Your reeds are probably too hard.  They just are.  Your tone sounds generic because the reeds are not flexible enough for you to do anything other than what the reed provides, and the reed is providing VERY little.  Guess what, use softer reeds.  I play on a Gonzalez 2.75 which is about a Vandoren Blue Box 2.5  I know, I hear you gasping.  Dude, it works.  It just does.  Stop wasting your money on reeds that you know deep down in your soul are too hard.  You are killing your sound from the inside out because you cannot get any air into your instrument.

Now you have a recipe for resonance.  The final step is to play with a BROAD sound, not a loud sound.  Loud sounds are annoying, broad sounds cover everything in the room.  Just imagine the difference in your mind before you dismiss that concept.

Good luck!

Music Is Not All Tears

I had my first rehearsal for a gig I do every year with a training orchestra here in town.  It's a lovely group, and the conductor is fantastic.  I played about half a movement of a piano concerto and Jupiter my time with his group ten years ago, and every year there is something really interesting going on in the group.  I have fun when I go to rehearsal, and this year is no different.  However, I was thinking about all the posts I see on Tumblr about crying and practicing and the like.  I wasn't perfect, but I wasn't crying.

Learn To Laugh At Your Mistakes

If you are laughing at your mistakes, you tend to get over them faster.  You are not to be so amused that you do not appear to care, but you should be able to laugh at yourself and say "Maybe I'll play that right next time" or "Oh, I actually played it right that time."  It won't be wrong at the next rehearsal, and you can enjoy yourself while in rehearsal.  Remember, I'm getting paid, and I'm laughing at myself...because I know what I'm doing.

Interact

Be interactive in rehearsal.  You cannot sit there and say nothing, and you cannot be the person who picks out every little perceived problem on the part.  You need to play your part well, ask questions if they really need asking and pipe up every now and then to let the conductor know you're still alive.  This is more fun because piping up leads to some fun banter between you and the people around you or even the conductor.  I was doing an Austin Powers impression in rehearsal...I don't know about you, but that's way more fun than sitting there all stone faced and angry because there might be a wrong note in this new part and I am going to theoretically analyze it to prove I'm right when I bring it up because how dare the conductor give us parts with wrong notes on them.  Just a tip--SHIT HAPPENS.  Play well, take it seriously, but have fun.

Don't Be Shy

I'm not necessarily advocating messing with the conductor, but I am advocating playing out until you get told to shut up.  You will have some nice exchanges over the quality of your sound this way.  You can see how far you can go, and you will learn how the group sounds.  This is especially important if you have not really played with most of these people before.  I play loud enough to get one dirty look from a flutist in front of me every rehearsal, and I love it.  They're not used to it, and I'm not playing out of tone, so it usually works :)

Don't Take Critiques Seriously

It's just a critique.  Like, I played the same passage out of time a couple times in this last rehearsal because I didn't want to insert as much space as was required because there was a phrase marking on the paper.  I tried to play it in a cute fashion, and it didn't work.  He got on my case ever so slightly, then I said I would stop playing it cute and it was fine.  That's all.  No hard feelings.  This conductor is a great guy.  Sidenote:  You can tell when the conductor is actually being horrible to you...make sure you discern the difference.

Don't Be Too Prepared

What I mean is, you are not so prepared that you can't flow with the group.  It's like the freshman who says "this is my spot."  That doesn't work...you need to know your part, but you need to flexible so you can move with the group and the feeling you get from the music.  This is NOT like playing excerpts for auditions (which is a flawed system in and of itself because it never accounts for musical feeling.)  This is just going with the flow.  If you're thinking that you have to railroad everyone to play your tempo, that won't work.  You need to follow everyone else.

Remove Anxiety

Well, that's what we just did.  Get rid of the anxiety and you are going to have more fun.  Playing your instrument is fun...even if college made you forget that.

 

Patreon, Here We Come

So, I am slowly creating a Patreon profile so that I can get more funding to complete my work.  This is not a sales pitch, it's more of a PSA.  You can use Patreon to create a great many things, and it might help you pay your rent, etc.  It's a very cool platform.  If you wanted to donate to me, that's great, but there's lots of good people on the site, and that is a very cool thing.

Improvisation IS For You Even If You Think It Isn't

(Off the top, my thanks go out to Emily for encouraging me to improvise and not be afraid...she's the reason I can even talk about this without fear...)

Have you ever been stuck with your own thoughts?   Have you not tried improvising because it's reserved only for the best jazz soloists, and you can't do it because you might not play a jazz instrument?   Time to take those thoughts and turn them into something.

Improvisation has no wrong notes , and you can always turn around some misplaced notes.   You just have to try it... You have thoughts in your head that will eat you alive or get lost because you are not using them... Don't give them away and sit alone with thoughts you can't use. 

Improvisations are literally NEVER wrong.  You cannot screw them up.  I used to think that because I didn't play a jazz instrument (and I was never allowed to audition for jazz band) that I just couldn't do it.  I never felt comfortable in that world even though I know how to read changes and all that.

The problem with missing out on jazz band was that no jazz band director ever wanted me to beat one of their tenor sax players.  The problem with thinking that improvisation is a jazz form is that it isn't.  There's an organ competition every four years that has an improvisation round.  There's a whole society for improvisation that's mostly classical musicians doing their thing.  I improvised for like 10 straight minutes in a (very short) recording session because the guy wanted some extra material.  After he said he just let me keep going because he was so interested.  That same session we did about 7 minutes straight up with no plan at all...and he's coming back to the church where I'm the choir director so we can shred.  HE HAS NO IDEA THAT I HAVE NO JAZZ EDUCATION.  Nor would he care.

You think of tunes...try to write them down, or just play them.  Whatever works for you.  Your tunes could turn into anything.  When I get my channel really going on YouTube I have hours of improvs that I did in the sunroom of my wife's great aunt and uncle's house.  It's really good, and it's all made up.

I know you might be afraid of it, and I was, too, but you can totally improvise.  You just can, and I have to thank Emily again for encouraging me to do it in the first place because now I can't imagine why I wasn't doing it sooner.  It is not a mystical art.  It is just your ideas as they come out.  Don't be afraid, it's actually pretty cool.

What The Bass Clarinet Means To Me: Anxiety Be Gone!

Anxiety is not something I ever thought I had...I just thought I was a freak.  I could be standing in the middle of a room and feel a tightness in my chest over nothing.  I don't like small talking people, and I don't like trying to make a thousand friends.  I have anxiety about different things every day, and I have been like that since I was...5.  I remember that clearly...but I never had anxiety when I was playing...not after I switched to bass.


You might think that that's really nice and all, but how does that apply to you...well, it applies because there is something to be said for the thing that you are supposed to be doing.  You know what I mean?  I mean, you might get a little nervous before a performance, but that's a LONG way from feeling anxiety all the time. 


Finding the thing that you love to do that frees you from anxiety for even a moment is a VERY easy way to find other things that revolve around the thing that does not make your feel anxious.  You would be shocked to find all the things that you can do that revolve around the thing that you love to do.


WRITE ABOUT IT



Look, I'm doing that right now!  You can write about literally anything that revolves around it, and you will be able to keep writing as many times as the mood strikes you.  Hell, you could write a book.

DO IT



You do not have to be greatest of all time at what you do.  You just don't have to be.  You can be someone who LOVES it, and that is FAR more valuable than being the best ever.  Yeah, you can have high hopes and make lofty goals, but you just need to do it.  This is going to help you to have fun when you are trying to get to where you want to go.  Sure, you might have to wait a while, but waiting is better than NOT doing the thing you need to be doing and feeling like shit about it because the thing that you are doing is making you anxious as hell.



TALK ABOUT IT



Talking about the thing is going to make it feel more lively for you...technically this blogging counts as talking, or you can simply find a social media platform where you can talk to other people who do the thing.  You can get more out of this than you could possibly imagine, and you can do it for a long time without ever stopping.  If it makes you chatty, you are going to feel less stressed about like in general.  You get rid of the anxiety just long enough to enjoy the thing.



HELP SOMEONE ELSE DO IT



Helping people is the best thing you can do for yourself.  It really does feel better to help others than it does to help yourself, and you can learn about the thing even more than you thought.  You will make friends, and you will have a way of working doing the thing.  That's teaching :)


The time is now...I certainly don't know how to cure anxiety, but I know how I get around it as much as possible :)  I hope this helps...

Practicing Without Pain

Practicing is difficult if you think that you need learn everything in one night.  Practicing is difficult if you think it doesn't do anything.  Practicing is difficult if you think that you're going to die the next day when you get to school/your lesson/rehearsal or whatever.  Practicing is difficult if you hate your progress, and practice is difficult if you think that 1% progress is not enough.

You have to do a few things before you start practicing:

1.  Forgive yourself for not getting it all done at once.
2.  Forgive yourself for your mistakes.
3.  Stop comparing yourself to others.
4.  Stop playing something that makes you want to scream.
5.  Be willing to take less time to do more.

This may sound like therapy, but you need to remember that you are not a bad person or a bad player because you mess up when you practice.  Everybody screws up a lot.  There are some people who learn more the more they screw up.  Teachers often as you to practice, but they never tell you what a practice session looks like.  They never tell you that professional musicians have "preferred pieces" that they play more often than anything else.  So, if you are listening to a recording to someone shredding a piece you are playing, you re listening to someone who has played that piece literally a thousand times.  That's probably their thing...they are great players all of them...but you might be listening to someone's wheelhouse.  What if you are not in your wheelhouse?  You are going to think you're fucked.  You have to step back and think..."Oh, that's not my bag."  You'll work hard, but you can wash away the comparisons.

YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO MAKE MISTAKES AND BAD NOISES

Mistakes are often more informative than right notes.  Right notes just sound good, but mistakes tell you all the things you don't know.  You can learn about your own playing by listening to what you mess up.  You may discover small problems with your playing that are not obvious until you actually listen to your mistakes.  You have to love your mistakes because they point to things that will change your perspective.

NO ONE PLAYS PERFECTLY ALL THE TIME

If you want to spend all your time hating your playing, feel free to think other people are perfect.  Here's a secret...they aren't.  Mess up a lot so you can get it out of your system.

STOP RUNNING THROUGH THINGS

Yeah, you need to run through things...sometimes.  You need to practice things daily.  Runthroughs are going to drain you, and you are going to notice that you need multiple takes to get it right.  You may counter by saying that you have to be able to drop bombs cold in an orchestral audition, but I'm not stupid...I know the majority of the audience here is not taking orchestral auditions.  You have a concert coming up, and you will surrounded by other people who are playing.  Momentum is a real thing, and the band pulls you along.  It just does.

FIND YOUR THING

Everybody needs a thing.  Your tone, tonguing, range, something.  You need a thing that makes you say...yeah, I'm REALLY good at that.  You can be proud of that everytime you do it, and you will be able to fall back on that when you don't feel so good about a practice session.

TAKE LESS TIME

You can practice for hours and hours, but that does not mean the practice is working.  You will hit the point of diminishing returns somewhere around three hours.  Some people hit that point WAY sooner.  You could get more done in ten minutes than some people can do in two hours if you are focused.  That's just reality.  Stop judging your practice by duration and start judging it by efficiency.

1% IS STILL PROGRESS

Did you make 1% progress today?  Then you did something.  Awesome!  You should not be discouraged because you fixed a tiny thing today or did a tiny thing today.   You need to be proud of what you did so you will want to practice again tomorrow.  People who hate practicing are dreading it the next day...that's a fact.  People who are ready to practice the next day at happy with at least one thing they did the day before.

If you hate your practice sessions it is like running a marathon, cutting off one leg and then running the marathon the next day.  I imagine you won't be too excited about it the next day.

PRACTICING IS NOT HARD

It's only hard if you make it hard on yourself.  There is so much shame and BS going around the music world that you can hate your playing without even realizing how much you hate it.  Stop hating it and start loving it...practicing might get a little easier.

Why Hard Reeds Do Not Always Work

You might have been told many times over that you need to use hard reeds.  Because.  No.  Just because.  Don't question me.  I'm the band director.  I know it all.  I went to college for this.  I probably don't play clarinet, and if I don't I DID take a woodwind methods class...I mean, that's some comprehensive stuff right there.

Just kidding.  That's how it is for most band directors because they do not play single reeds.  There are so many other instruments they might have played that it is unlikely you will land a clarinet playing director.  Even if you do, not all of them understand how reeds work.  Hard reeds are great...for some people.  Hard reeds tend to work better on soprano clarinet, but that is not a hard and fast rule either (see what I did there.)

Your only hope of playing the right reeds is to play what you like.  You need to make sure that you are on softer reeds that give you a chance to feel some sort of response.  You can slowly move to keep your pitch up (providing your embouchure is strong...not firm...just strong.)  You must remember that reeds are supposed to help you, and any reed that does not blow freely is likely too hard for you.  There are so many choices that you will not have to worry about finding the right one, but you do need to go searching until you find it.

I play a Gonzalez 2.75 on a Selmer D mouthpiece and Leblanc 430.  That's a BIG setup, and it works for me.  If I gave it to you, it wouldn't work.  If we traded horns, I would not enjoy playing your horn because it doesn't work for me.  It works for you.  You have to be happy with what you re using or you are going to have problems.  You can lie to yourself and say that it will get better, but your setup does not get better until you decide that you are going to make a change.  Just waiting for reeds to be more free blowing won't work...it never does.

No More Emotional Drain

Starting in 2001, I joined a community band here in the area.  We played all kinds of music, conferences and conventions.  I basically did the bulk of the bass clarinetting in a section that is beset with very nice people.  The section has changed slightly over the years, and I even took a 5-year hiatus from the group.

When I came back to the group, I was having a VERY hard time in my personal life.  So, playing was a good thing to do because I was so distracted by everything.  I had just gotten my contra and alto, and I started using the three-way setup in the group, essentially, to entertain myself.  I played some very good stuff, but I was mostly doing it for me.  It doesn't pay, so that was not the issue.

We played a conference this year, and the whole experience aside from the concert was a nightmare.  I had to spend ten minutes earlier this season explaining to the director that I shall not play with a bland tone.  I spend a good deal more time explaining the breadth and resonance in my sound as it relates to a band that is so big it shouldn't be a problem.

If you've ever dealt with a manipulative person, you know that they are working very hard to point all the conversation at them.  Everything is about making them look good, and even more is about making sure they look smart.  They change little details in stories hoping no one will notice, and they tell these stories to tons of people who were not there.  Manipulative people change history, and they are very good at making you feel bad because they are being a jerk to you.

If you have dealt with the same manipulative person on and off for nearly 25 years, you get used to their tells.  I mean, you never start out thinking they're manipulating you, but when you realize what is really going on, it's hard to ignore.  Because you're a nice person, you don't say anything.  You try to be as chill as possible, and you go on about your life.  However, there comes a time when you have to cut ties.

My life is very drama free.  I don't like drama, and I have close friends who don't like drama.  MY family doesn't like drama, and I'm not a teenager anymore.  When a band director uses you (and your classmates) as a teenager to make themself look good, it's kind of sad when you repeat the pattern (in my case twice) when you are an adult.  Some people have a "respect cup" that is bottomless, and they are going to make you fill it all the time.  There are band directors like that you who live on respect.  It's a drug, and when you don't play by their rules, they single you out (sometimes in EXCEEDINGLY subtle ways) to make sure that you fall in line.  I don't fall in line like that anymore, and so I have to remove myself from the situation.

The fact is that the majority of the people in the band are happy because they don't know any better.  That's fine.  There's no reason for me to mess with that, but I won't be party to it anymore.  I literally have too much going on to care anymore, and I need to focus my energy on projects that I know I can release this year.  I can really do something, but I can't if I'm constantly listening to someone who is trying to get their respect cup filled.  You may say that that's selfish, but you have to remember that I know what I'm worth.  I don't get paid to perform a service that is highly valuable, and I have to listen to the constant barrage of manipulative banter which, even though it no longer works on me, is upsetting to listen to.

I just finished writing lyrics for an album, half the music is done, and I am going to record the melodies in the next couple weeks.  The children's book may get a boost because I may have found an artist, and I have a thousand things I want to release digitally.

So, if you're experiencing drama in your life, it may be time to walk away or create some distance.  You don't kick over the table and tell everyone to fuck off, but maybe it's time to get out of the situation and try something else.  If you're a student who is stuck in the situation, hang in there as best you can.  The best advice I can offer is this:

1.  You're worth more than they say
2.  You have a long life after this to live
3.  I especially prefer when Lorelai explains to her mom the way she acts.  She tells her that she chooses to laugh at Emily's insanity and narcissism.  That is where all the jokes and sillyness come from.  She uses humor to get around the fact that she knows she is being manipulated in every conversation.  Choose to laugh at how silly it is on the other side, do something else with yourself and move forward.  You don't always just move on, but you can move forward.

And Another :) Up High With A Little Grace (But Just A Little)

I blab here, too, so, enjoy :)

New Video---Right Down The Middle Of The Horn

I talk for 15 minutes in this video, but it's all about playing right down the middle of the horn.  For me, this is the sweet spot on the instrument.  Give it a shot, and hear me out...I hope it helps!

Does Your Setup Really Make A Difference? (No, I mean REALLLLLLLY)

Ok, I really mean it.  Does your setup really make that much of a difference?  I mean, does your horn to the mouthpiece, ligature and reed actually do something for you?

Yes and no.

Your Horn 

Your horn helps you up to a point.  Wooden horns sound a little nicer because they are made of wood and have thicker walls.  A horn with a larger bore gives you more room to move the sound around.  An extended horn allows you to play notes you cannot play on a standard horn.  Certain horns have notes that are right in a sweet spot, but most instruments are VERY similar.  A new horn or a nicer horn is not going to make you suddenly better.  It's great to have a nice horn (I have a very nice horn,) but that horn does not make me a good player.  You cannot learn to play with your eyes on another prize.  Learn to play what you have, plan to get something better in the future maybe (but never blame the horn as long as it is adjusted properly.)  Yes, broken horns suck, but you can even learn to play past certain leaks if you're really dedicated.  However, everyone can go to the shop (and most of the time your school band will pay for it.)

Your Mouthpiece

Mouthpieces make a big difference, and they are much cheaper than instruments.  You can play any mouthpiece you want, but it has to be the right one for you.  You NEVER EVER play a mouthpiece simply because someone told you to.  I don't care if Jesus whittled it by hand out of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.  I just don't care.  The price of the mouthpiece of whatever other marketing they use is NOT helpful to you unless the mouthpiece is actually nice for you to play.  This is why you order mouthpieces on approval and try them.

Your Ligature

Ligatures provide response, but they do not make you a better player.  They do not allow you to do anything, but they do give you a certain level of response.  It is like the ammunition you put in a gun.  You can get the regular bullets, or you can get armor piercing rounds or you can go all military and get fragmentation rounds that explode when they hit a target.  Your ligature does the same thing, you're in a first person shooter with your ligature.  You can use something soft like a Rovner for softer response, or you can use a metal ligature for more crisp response.  The metals and materials make a difference, and you could spend a LONG TIME thinking about which one to use.  These ligatures do not make you better, but they allow you to do the things you already know how to do.

Your Reeds

Your reeds make a HUGE difference.  Go watch my videos and you can tell which reeds were good and which were not.  It's pretty obvious.  They die, and you have to rotate them.  They can make a HUGE difference if they are too hard, and they will squeak at you all the time if they are too soft.  You can spend a lifetime finding the right reeds, but they are the biggest predictor of your success because they directly interface with your air to make sound.

Notice how I never said any of these things makes you better.  I have actually seen marketing for ligatures and mouthpieces with "testimonials" of people saying that that product "allowed" them to do....whatever.  Guess what, if you need a specific product to do something that is relatively standard, you're not practiced enough at it yet.  You should learn how to do the thing really well, they you can do the thing on ANY equipment, but you can look for the equipment that makes it the EASIEST to do the thing?

If that made any sense...

The Second Video Is Finally Ready!

I won't recap 15 minutes of talking, but here it is:
http://youtu.be/q1Tmfh60VLY

Just a talk about extracting as much sound as you can get from your instrument without sounding like a lunatic.

The First Video Is Up (And It's About Tone....Oooohhhhhhh)

I could posted anything for my first video.  I could have played some ridiculously high mess, or I could have growled, flutter tongued and techniqued my way through the video, but that doesn't really hold my interest.  I can do all those things, but I feel like Quigley.  I didn't say I didn't know how to do that, I just said I didn't have much use for it.

So, I started with tone:  The video is here https://youtu.be/uK3P3EYSuqs and it's just me playing Amazing Grave at the bottom of the instrument with a lot of resonance, a little volume and many styles and speeds of vibrato.  I would never release that as an album, but it is something that I would use to teach.

You have to get all the sound out of your instrument that you can, and it's kind of hard to do that when you are not actually blowing air into the instrument or thinking about it.  I blab for like 15 minutes in the instructional video (which is coming soon), so go watch if you want a primer in thinking about your sound (and yes, I've thought about it a lot.)

Happy hunting!!!!

Is Anxiety Normal In Music?

The short answer is no, it's not.  If you feel extra anxious all the time, you are dealing with a real disorder that a therapist can diagnose.  I was anxious nearly all the time for over 30 years before I realized "Hey, that might be a problem."  Students today are anxious for a number of reasons, but I was recently reminded of ways in which anxiety is used against people (especially kids.)  If you feel like you need someone to talk to, please go to see a licensed therapist or counselor.

#1:  Great People Don't Get Nervous

Well, that's not true.  Pavarotti used to wretch before every performance because he was so nervous, yet he's considered the greatest tenor to ever live.  Hmmmmmmmm.  I also once heard someone say that "You know you're supposed to be doing something when you don't get nervous."  That could not be further from the truth.  People who care get nervous, people who don't care don't feel a thing.

#2:  You're Just Getting Yourself Worked Up

Well, little kids do that when they don't get what they want, but that ends REALLY quick.  They can turn it on and off because they are trying to get what they want.  When you are "worked up" and you don't know know why or you can't turn it off, you are most assuredly not "getting yourself worked up."

#3:  People Who Use Your Anxiety Against You

I think my college band director was the absolute worst in this area.  First, you need to understand that there are band directors out there who think playing mind games with you is going to produce a great band.  If you feel like your director is messing with your head, you need to report them.  I'm not saying you need to get them fired, but someone needs to sit them down and tell them to stop.  Many times, these are well-meaning people who learned this technique from assholes....they don't see the error of their ways because they think it's normal.  If they get one talking to about it, they usually realize how messed up it is.

Anyways, people saying things to you like "if you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen" is rude, disrespectful, unfounded and unprofessional/unethical.  My college band director used to say that to a flutist in the band, and now she has a doctorate in performance.  So what if she got extra nervous?  Does that suddenly make her a bad person and player?  No, but that is exactly how he made it sound, and the pall in the room when he made these comments was apparent.  Again, that shit is not right, and it has to stop.

#4:  Getting A Little Push

This does not include facing your fears.  If you have massive performance anxiety, there are healthy ways to tackle it.  If you could never imagine playing a recital by yourself, maybe you could do a chamber recital with a couple friends so you're not alone.  You may also want to ask your counselor or therapist what they think would help.  Getting a tiny nudge is not abusive...getting shoved on stage by someone is abusive.  There's a big difference.

#5:  Your Anxiety Is Not A Joke

I will never forget the time I heard a band director tell a girl in the band that she was a good player...until she got a boyfriend.  That was in front of the WHOLE band.  I recall distinctly that it was a new relationship, and she was trying to juggle that, hoping it would work out (because he really was a nice guy) and all her school/band stuff.  Or, my college band director telling me that "If you're so anxious, why do you want to stand on a podium and talk to people?"  First, I never said I was anxious, but we had a conversation where I admitted personal things to him that he twisted around to make me feel bad.  That's not right.

Anyone who is using your anxiety as a joke or treats anxiety like a joke in general is someone to be avoided.  Again, if it is someone in authority over you, you need to report them.  In 2015, you are more than likely going to get some kind of relief when you do so.

#6:  Can You Be A Good Musician?

I watched people quit their music major left and right when I was in college.  They changed majors for a variety of reasons, but I know for sure that many of them just felt this overwhelming anxiety that they did not feel when they changed their major.  One girl told me (on changing her major to psychology) that it was just simpler.  Since we know that psychology is not simple....you can do the math.

You can be a great musician if you're anxious, you can be the best musician in the world if you're anxious, and you are not broken if you're anxious.  Anxiety sucks, and intense anxiety sucks even more, but it is not a catch-all to tell you that you can't do something.  The simple fact is that you can do anything you want when you surround yourself with people who understand you.

(This is the point at which someone will say "Well tough, that's the real world and people don't have to cater to you."  I never said anyone should cater to you, but being a little understanding is just common decency.  If you are confronted with people who suck, you can always turn to your friends at the end of the day for comfort.  If you feel alone, the world of Tumblr is pretty big, and there are some nice people on it.  If you think you'll never find people who understand you, I promise that you will.  It may take some looking, but they're out there somewhere.)

Who you surround yourself with and who you encounter, those are two totally different people groups.  The people you surround yourself with are the two, three, four people who know ALL your shit.  I mean all of it, and they're still around.  Those are lifelong friends.  Everyone else is someone you encounter.  You can deal with the people you encounter when you have people surrounding you.  Just don't forget the difference, and don't think you have to do it alone, because you don't.  You're not broken, anxiety is real and it is crippling for some.  We should all have a little compassion where it's concerned.

Surviving Band: Part Two (Your Mental State)

I want to refer to my previous disclaimer...I hope your band is filled with cool people and your band director is the nicest person in the world, but I have met too many jackasses to believe that it's all sunshine and roses :)  If the negative portions of this do not apply to you, that is a good thing.  I just want to help people who are struggling with music.

This is an essay for ALL music students, music majors, band students in high school or college.  This is the most important essay, in my opinion, because it deals with your mental state.  Music is not supposed to make you crazy, and it is not supposed to make you doubt yourself.  I just want to cover some myths that are wrong.

#1:  Real Music Teachers "Guide" You To Learning

This is utter nonsense.  A real music teacher is going to actually teach you.  Sure, there are things that you have to go off and do on your own, and you would have likely done that anyway.  But, you cannot do everything on your own.  Your teacher has to give you real information.  Someone told me recently that real music school is frustrating and that's ok.  Uh, no it's not.  You are paying good money for an education.  If your teacher or professor is too lazy to give you clear answers to your honest questions, they need to get another job.

#2:  It's All For The Band

Yes, there is a lovely knitting together that goes on in your band.  Your band director likely preaches about doing things for the good of the band, and that is a noble ideal.  I love it.  You simply need to make sure that what you do for the band does not crush your own spirit.  If doing things for the good of the group is killing you in the inside, it's time to stop.  There comes a time when you have to take care of yourself.  There has to a balance, and bending over backwards for the band (or your band director) can get very unhealthy.

#3:  What About Your Resume?

Never ever ever ever ever ever ever skip out on things that would go on YOUR resume for something that will go on your band director's resume.  Your band director gets to take credit for everything that the band does, but you need to make sure you are doing things that you can take credit for, as well.  I did one thing in high school that I could actually put on a CV.  One.  And believe me, I did A LOT of playing.  I only did one thing in college that I can put on a resume.  One.  So, I won 42 auditions in seven years, but only one of them actually helps me today.  There are MANY things I skipped out on for the band (or some such thing) when I should have doing things for myself.  Yes, do things for the band, but make sure you are doing things for you, too.  This is where people get burnt out.

#4:  Music Is Not Depressing

Sure, some music sounds depressing, but music itself should not be depressing.  Music school should not be depressing.  You should not be crying in a practice room, and you should not dread rehearsal.  This is not an accusation, let me be clear.  I am merely saying that something is out of balance if you feel dread and depression around your music career.  It's ok to be a little discouraged now and then.  That happens.  But you should not feel this way ALL the time, and it is not a #musicmajorproblem.  That's bullshit, and it's unhealthy.  If it's a professor or teacher that makes you feel this way, you need to run in the other direction as fast as you possibly can.

#5:  Help People

Music is not a kill or be killed proposition, but some teachers pit students against one another.  You can easily find yourself hoping that other people fail, and that is not cool when you step back and think about it.  Band or orchestra is not dog eat dog.  Yes, someone will win an audition, but it is not a good thing that someone played badly, or didn't like the way they played or placed in a low chair that they are unhappy with.

Music is not mean in any way, and you should NEVER get on people about how they play.  If you have perfect pitch, for example, you cannot be a jackass about it.  Your observations have to be helpful.  Trust me, I've seen it used badly.  If you are first chair, help the last chair person in your section, they will be forever grateful.  If someone is scared before an audition, comfort them.

#6:  If You Don't Like It Anymore, You Are Not A Bad Person

If you wake up one day and you just cannot stomach band or chorus or whatever, it's ok to walk away.  There may be something else that you want to do instead.  You should not feel the pressure to stay if you are TRULY not enjoying it.  One bad day is one thing, but months of dread and sadness should be a sign that might need to reevaluate.  Never judge someone who needs to walk away from an activity, and support them after they leave.  I have heard band directors characterize this move as selfish, rude and disrespectful.  It is none of those things.  You are doing what is best for you when you know you have run out of options.

#7:  Teachers Get To Be Rude

Um, no.  I could shock you with some of the things I have heard and been told.  That's that.  Rude teachers are still assholes.  The title teacher or professor does not wash them clean.  I have worked with emotionally abusive people, and they can make you think it's YOUR fault.  It probably isn't.  Most teachers are well meaning people, but you need to realize when you have run into someone who is messing with your head because they will do it to somebody else after they're done with you.

Again, I hope this is not happening to you today, but I see enough posts on Tumblr to make me think it's a real problem.  I hope all is well, but if it isn't, I hope these words can help you move in the right direction.  I can help if you need, but if you don't talk to me (which is totally cool and understandable since I'm a total stranger) then you need to talk to somebody.

Peace.

Surviving Band (A Sharable Dissertation)

I am at the point in my life where I feel like I have seen about as much as I can see before issuing these edicts.  Nothing that you read here is an accusation.  I may or may not be talking about your band, the person sitting next to you, your instructors or your director.  I want you to know that I hope to God that you have wonderful and good-hearted people working with you.  I really do.  If some of the negative things you read do not apply, that is AWESOME!!!  However, I know that there a lot of shit people out there, and I have learned how to deal with them because they had stood in my path time after time.  This is just a set of observations based on my personal life experience.  I am speaking mostly from the principal bass clarinetist's chair, but these things could apply to anyone.

Rule #1

Your Band Depends On Your More Than You Think

People who sit in the bass clarinetist's chair often want to play loud so that they can be heard.  I can honestly say I only played loud for a about a year from the middle of my sophomore year to the middle of my junior year.  Ever since, I have been accused of playing loud, being able to play loud and being intentionally loud.  However, I do not play loud.  I play with a resonant tone that decks even professional brass sections.  So, when you're in band, you have to find a way to remind yourself that your band depends on you.

The bass clarinet is such a weird instrument because its parts will give you every impression that you could play and no one would notice.  It happens a lot.  I sit down to parts all the time that could be inconsequential.  They could be totally meaningless, but I have to do something with them that makes me so important to the band that it is obvious when I am not there.

You might be thinking at this point that this is an arrogant way to play.  However, I am not doing this because I want to look good.  If I wanted to look good, I would take the trumpet player route and brag about my playing ;)

Bass clarinetists need to find a way to make every single thing they play musical.  That whole note that you are holding for four thousand years has time inherent in it whether you like it or not.  Changing articulations to make your parts more musical is a must, and you need to decide if you are going to play out past the bassoons and bari sax because, let's face it, the bass clarinet sounds better than both of those instruments.  Sorry bari and bassoon players, but baris, your instrument honks unless you are freaking virtuoso (one of which I have played with) but it sounds weird when you play it too loud.  And bassoons, I'm sorry, but your instrument does not cut through the band.  It does not have the presence or gravitas that the bass clarinet has.  We can play with vibrato and not lose the essence of the power of our sound.

So, bass clarinetists, what are you doing if you are spending all your time thinking about these things?  Helping the people around you.  The baris do not have to overplay their instruments, and the bassoons do not have to kill themselves.  You are at the center of the low woodwind sound...dealing with the low brass is another story for another day.

You may think that your band director is going to tell you to shut up.  Well, that's possible, but you need to poke them with a stick until you find out exactly how much you can do.  The more you poke, the more leverage you get, trust me, it works.  You are not being rude, you are just experimenting until you find the limits of the ensemble and your conductor's ears.

You also need to experiment with the shaping of sounds, lines and phrases.  The bass line of anything has a shape if you start to insert it into the music.  You primarily figure these things out by listening, but you come up with standard things you can do over time that make the parts sound more interesting.  There is a big difference between a line of whole notes that is completely monotone (think Ben Stein) and a line of whole notes that is shaped properly (think soft ocean waves.)  There is also a major difference between moving to certain harmonic lines a certain way.  Moving a half step in a harmonic part is BIG DEAL...that movement to the note that is a half step away is serious business.  Landing on roots notes of chords is intense, and landing on the bass note in an inverted chord has a sound that you cannot describe until you figure out you're doing it...those tones are almost flattened in nature...not in pitch...in shape.

Your tone itself has to have the characteristics the bastard love child of a set of bagpipes and a cello.  There is breadth in that sound that is extremely resonate.  Imagine the constant pressure that come from the squeezing of the bag along with the pressure that a cellist must apply to the bag in order to make any sound at all.  When you put these two things together with a touch of vibrato, you get something pretty special.   Before you ask, yes, I do play like that.

You have to play single tones that make people turn to you and go "damn!"  I remember doing Frank Ticheli's rest a couple years ago, and the final note on bass is a written A (G concert, right?)  And that is the undisputed best note on the bass clarinet.  Don't even bother arguing that with me, it just is.  And I sounded like a boss every single time we played, and every single time the bassoonist sitting next to me would say  "whew" or "whoa" and at the concert he said "damn" when we got done.  I played a whole note, ya'll.  A whole note.  You cannot tell me that your part is boring when I can get that reaction out of an adult musician who knows what they are doing by playing a whole note.

Surviving in band is all about doing something other people won't do.  It starts with making real life musical decisions.  You cannot make tiny decisions that are not of much consequence.  You have to make decisions that really mean something.  If you're doing that, you are on your way to really making a difference in your own band and beyond.

PS--Any band director on the planet that disagrees with this has a very loose grasp on reality.  You have to make musical decisions if you are going to contribute to the band, and playing with a boring or bland tone is unacceptable.  It's not unacceptable because I said so.  It's unacceptable because you are capable of SO much more than that.

#soapboxdismounted

Why The Bass Clarinet Works For Me...

The bass clarinet works for me for a variety of reasons, and I mean that is in the most sincere way possible.  This is not a scholastic essay about how I feel the instrument matches my voice and I get to play loud.  That's what clarinet players say when they get to play it once in an orchestra.  I'm talking about why the bass clarinet has worked for me for the last 20 years.

The bass clarinet works for me because it really is the instrument I was meant to play.  The picture of my clarinet family collection does not do justice to the fact that my primary instrument is the bass.  I should probably start putting the bass in the middle of the picture for the effect, but that's not the most important part.  I'm just better at that than I would be at anything else.

The bass clarinet works for me because it is not an instrument for chumps who can't play.  You may have thought that about certain people you saw who played bass clarinet, but that's not their fault.  They were put on the wrong instrument by their band director, and there isn't much people can do about that once someone says "here, play this".

If you ever thought that the bass clarinet was the lazy clarinet, you should consider that I have sat next to hundreds of bass clarinetists in my day, and I've never met a lazy one.  I've scared bass clarinetists, disenfranchised bass clarinetists, sad bass clarinetists, nervous bass clarinetists, undereducated bass clarinetists, depressed bass clarinetists, but I have never met a lazy bass clarinetist.  What I find most interesting is that that opinion sort of carries on into adulthood and I still get wary looks from clarinet players...it's just a big clarinet.  Bass does not mean stupid.  (PS--I could play your clarinet part at pitch on my bass ;) :p )

The bass clarinet works for me because it took me everywhere I wanted to go.  I have been approached by people in nearly every venue I've played in and had someone tell me that I sound good or I get around the horn well.  The instrument speaks for me primarily because I don't like talking to strangers.  I'm not the guy with a million contacts in my phone, and most of the time, I just want to keep playing.  I talk to my closest friends freely, but regular people....they hear the bass, and that does most of the talking.

The bass clarinet works for me because it can play anything.  It has the biggest range in the wind family, and it has the most character.  I can play pop articulations that only singers can do, and I could cover everything from Barry White to Mariah Carey if I wanted to.  It does everything, but most people don't think it does because they were never told what was possible.

The bass clarinet works for me because it put me in the path of all the people I needed to meet.  From my wife to my best friend, the bass clarinet planted me directly in their path.  To some people it's something they played one semester in college like it was sort of a prank (someone actually told me that once) but it does much more than play pranks.

The bass clarinet has a stigma that lasts to this day, and a bass clarinetist often has very little to cling to.  That sucks because you can't post on Instagram the tickets you got to go see someone play the Mozart.  You just can't.  You don't hear it anywhere, and there are even recordings where you should hear it and you can't.

The bass clarinet works for me because it feels more than it gives.  You can't get totally famous playing the bass clarinet, but you are going to feel more when you play it.  If you're a young bass clarinetist, you're probably thinking that it will only take you so far because, well, that's just how it is.

I bet the bass clarinet works for you, too, but you might not have found that out yet :)

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Any Opinions On Lyrics Videos?

I'm also wondering if anyone has an opinion about unsigned artist sites... Someone who likes making lyric videos would be a help, but I am really interested about a site that deals with unsigned musicians.... The two together are a big focus for me right now.

On a side note,  it's almost time to shred and find out how these songs actually sound :)

You Have To Play It Out

I having such fun playing new melodies and creating something that us improvisatory... It is like it can never really be written down, and I like that :)

What About The Length Of An Album

I've got albums from my favorite band that are barely 40 minutes long.  I don't care, I love it...I just always wonder what convinces people to make albums of a certain length.  Is this something that people arrive at because they think the album is done, or is the number of tracks and their relative length part of some divine formula.  Just wondering...

In other news, writing in the middle of the night really helps.  I have some great tracks ready to go, and I just need to decide what is going to accompany them.  How simple or complex they will be.  But this thing is coming together in a way where I can spend mid-April to mid-May recording and see if I can release this puppy on June 1 on basically all forms of media :)

No One Knows For Sure, But That Time You Know

That time that you know that you wrote something truly brilliant.  I mean, you will be happy with all the things that you write and record, but sometimes they are things that you like personally.  They are not necessarily things that everyone is going to stand up and say "That's fucking brilliant."  However, there are those few times when you write something that you know is utterly brilliant, that's a good feeling.  It's an even better feeling when you wrote that song at 2 in the morning and it's about somebody you care about.  Yeah, that's a good feeling.  I cannot wait to really finish this work and put these songs on tape.

Cover songs...

Anybody got experience with releasing covers?   I had a brilliant idea, but I want to do it right... I don't want to be a cover freak unless I can get it right... Really right... You know?

Tell Me Your Method?

There are many ways to write a song, but there is only one way to get it on paper... Would you improvise until you got a final version or write everything down and splice together a final version???   The process can be fast, but which do you prefer?

First Video Coming Sunday...

My educational video series for kids playing low clarinets is coming.  I'm literally going to start from scratch.  So, you could in the 6th grade, barely able to hold the thing or take it out of the case, or you could in high school or college just trying to survive the instrument.  It's going to be mostly bass clarinet, but there is A LOT to talk about.  Not the least of which is how you should sound if you want to make a difference.  I could literally write a dissertation on this, so, I hope the videos are helpful.  I'll try to ramble as little as possible, and I'll try to make it fun and engaging.

Video links to come soon...

How Does One Shred When One Does Not Have A Studio In Which To Shred?

How do you record in your home,  shred , and not blowout the mic you're using... Any thoughts?

Instinctual Lyrics?

I wrote almost all my songs as the music first and the words second.  The music just come naturally, and I can edit it to fit in words that work well, but I have not written a whole song and then tried to write music to fit it.  There is something about instinctually putting words to the music I already have that I find oddly satisfying.  I know that people edit their songs all the time, but how often do they edit them?  I feel like the music happens and then some lyrics happen when I am ready...anyone else want to share their process?

From A Distance...I Record My Music

The idea of recording in a garage or some other kind of rustic environment is very appealing, but I want to make sure I record in a way that actually makes sense.  I have a recording device on my phone and tablet.  I have the computer software I need to cut together whatever I want, but I have to record at the right distance.  It is hard to record so close to a microphone with an acoustic instrument, but I don't want to create something that sounds like I'm in a tunnel...

Do I record intimately and reduce all the volumes I use?  I could do that, and I think that it would sound great...I'm just wondering if that actually makes sense.

All Songs Written

Well, I technically did not write two of them, but I have decided how I'm going to play them since they were over 200 years ago.  The other songs are totally written, and I need to decide on the setting for record straight solo much, that is in the pop format, that feels like something smooth and indieish.  Yes, I know.  That's some serious shit.  I'm tempted to record them on my phone or tablet from across the room.

Anyways, I want it to sound like it was recorded in a garage because those are some of the roots of indie music.  Things that do not fit the mold (like Bass Clarinet pop songs that have no sung words) and things that are not going to hit the Billboard 100 on their first release.  I much prefer to be on the outside of the box...now to make it sound that way.

Songs With No Words? Sort Of...

I have just constructed five songs that have words, but they don't.  I'm also going to use two very old favorites from the classical literature that people would recognize, but they are going to have their own spin.  However, these five songs that have words, they won't be sung on the tracks.  The words have meaning, they determine the titles of the songs, but they are like poetry that accompanies the tracks.

I can imagine, in a perfect world, that people at shows would sing the words along while I play, but I don't think that the words need to be present on the tracks.  I'm a bass clarinetist, not a singer.  I'm like Santana...I'd rather not sing.  However, I'm not making Supernatural.  I'm not trying to crack open the Billboard hot 100.

I think the songs will really speak to people because they have deep emotional meaning.  They are very personal, but I don't see the need to throw the words up when I know I can't sing them.

So, what say you to words that exist but are not sung?  I don't think I'm living a pipe dream that people would sing them at a show, but I don't want people to think I'm crazy.  A poem that fully matches the song someone's listening to...it almost begs them to interpret the song even more, and that is what is going to make it all worthwhile.

The Heights Of Cross Promotion

I am going to be doing a lot of releases over the course of the year.  There will be a YouTube channel with mood music on it that has lovely backgrounds.  There will some indie rockish type stuff coming out in the summer and fall, and there will be several releases through the CD Baby free market.  You would have to pay for the tracks, but they don't charge me much to list on their market.  As I said, the heights of cross promotion.  If you have never been to the CD Baby website, you go visit them because there are MANY more people besides me who also want and deserve your business.  Links will be coming as soon as the first album comes out.  This is sort of an unholy combination of storytelling moody jazz that could pass for indie rock if I changed the structure and added some words.  Yeah, something like that.

New Music Coming Soon!!

I will have an album coming out at the beginning of the second quarter, and one every quarter for the next two years!!!  I also have an album waiting and ready to go for the holiday season, and you will be able to get an album of sacred music in between.  I have discovered a good distribution option for me, and I will be promoting the heck out of it very soon.  I just have to get everything submitted first.

More to come!

Got A Book In The Works

Just had an idea for a children's book today...hoping I can line up an artist soon to see what we can do with this thing.

And four albums coming...if you have an suggestions on which digital distributor to use, that would be a good thing!

The Current Setup (Bass Clarinet, Alto Clarinet, Contra Clarinet...OK, All The Clarinets)

My setup has changed...five thousand times over the past few years AND I starting practicing all the clarinets orchestrally.  So, I have a completely new setup that I use regularly on everything.  This goes from the efer all the way down to the contra and beyond.  The question is, what am I using now?

Eb/C -- They share a Vandoren B44 mouthpiece and size 3 Blue Box reeds
Bb/A -- They share an old Hite M41 (which is now just the M) and 3.5 56 Rue Lepics
Alto -- I use a Yamaha 5C mouthpiece and 2.5 Vandoren V12 Alto Sax reeds
Bass -- I use a Selmer D mouthpiece and 2.75 Gonzalez Bass Clarinet and Tenor Sax reeds
Contra -- I use the original Leblanc mouthpiece that came with the horn and 3 Blue Box reeds.

Eb/C -- I use a Vandoren V16 soprano sax ligature with the No. 2 plate
Bb/A -- I use the Vandoren Leather ligature with the leather plate
Alto -- I use a Rovner EDII (now defunct) Tenor Sax ligature with no plate
Bass -- I use a vintage gold Harrison ligature
Contra -- I use a Rovner Dark ligature

Eb -- 1930 Rampone Milano
C -- Pre World War I unsigned Albert system
Bb -- 1950 Leblanc Symphonie
A -- 1914 Selmer Paris (before they used serial designations)
Alto -- 1965 Leblanc Paris
Bass -- 1997 Leblanc 430S
Contra -- 1969 Leblanc Paperclip BBb

Any questions?  I'm happy to answer.

34 New Tracks

I have 34 new tracks that I recorded while I was in Ohio visiting my wife's family.  34 tracks made in a sun room with the heater going ;)  However, they are all interested.  They've all been parsed and titled...now I need to make albums.  Once I'm done doing that, it's time to get my music on the web.  I'll be posting details of each album when it is released!